Sweetposh Dare: First Relationship.
Well. I don’t know if I would really call it a relationship. But the feeling was mutual way back then. We loved each other. But we didn’t exactly make it official.
We were in the First Year of High School when we met. And we were 12 years old when we met (because our birthday haven’t come yet. LOL). I thought he was cute, and he really was. So I started pinching his cheeks every now and then during that time. I didn’t even know his name when I began doing it. LOL :)
Then days passed, we became friends in Friendster (yes. This was still the time when we loved Friendster. LOL :]), then we always chat on Y!M. Then he eventually asked for my home phone number. We chatted for LOOOONG hours on the phone. I guess 1-3 hours? Or maybe 2.. And we never ran out of things to talk about.
But my parents found out I was talking to a guy on the phone. They thought he was my boyfriend. They banned me from talking to that guy on the phone. My dad even installed some program on the computer to find out what I’m doing. As a result, he also saw me chatting with him. Talk about loss of privacy :| But that didn’t stop us. We still chat and talked on the phone. I found myself falling for him. There was no ‘I love you’ words yet. Until February came.
Valentines’ Day 2008. I’ve talked about this event in this blog already. You can read it here. It’s kinda long. But it’s a cute story. He gave me roses. That post also had the “marriage booth story”. I suggest you read that so you could know and understand more. And on the next day, he told me that he loves me on that same spot where he gave me those roses. The confession happened on a text message. But I told him I won’t believe him until he says it in front of my face. He found me by that tree. He held my arms and told me he loves me. The feeling was officially “mutual”. But still, we didn’t make it officially “us”. I was still in a state of shock that time. LOL.
But things changed. Over the summer of 2008, we lost communication. Brought by my fear towards my parents maybe. Then when we got to our Second Year in High School, we found ourselves like we’re two different strangers. When he passed by me like he didn’t know me, it was the most painful thing.
On my 13th birthday (2007), he gave me something special. But my 14th birthday (2008), he already forgot it. On my 15th birthday (2009), my friends invited him to my celebration at our house. And there were confessions. It was on video. But I wanted to keep it private. And besides, it’s 10 minutes long! LOL :)
Before I left for Canada, I gave him a gift through my friends. There was no response. Until the day came when I finally left. That gave me the courage to completely move on. On my 16th birthday (2010), there was no greeting from him. It was a little bit painful. But I already expected it.
There’s a lot more to tell on our story. This my first relationship. Complicated relationship. This is my first love story. This guy was my first love.
Too much drama huh? But this story is real :) I decided to put this story because I know he wouldn’t see it anyway. He doesn’t care about me anymore. LOL :)
JOIN THE DARE! :D
